Reality Winner

What is this feeling that I have
Like I'm caught between the here and the now?
Just some shitty midlife crisis
That would bore even the steadiest crowd?
With everything I've been through, everything I've done,
I don't play games and I don't care who won.
I just want to drink my tea on my porch
As I stare at the shapes in the clouds.

When my time comes, how will I go?
When my time comes, tell me, how will I know?
If the past is the past who's the winner
In this fucking reality show?

So please ya'll, don't @ me, I'm trying out this vibe,
I don't have to listen to your truth or your lies.
I'm turning off my phone now
And walking to the park where I go some days to hide.
And I'm looking at the birds now, flying in and out,
Taking what they need to make that long trip south.
I guess it's in the blood of the living
To work around that easy way out.

When my time comes, will I say it was enough?
When my time comes, will I feel like giving up?
Just let the past have its place
And move on to whatever is to come?

When my time comes, how will I go?
When my time comes, tell me how will I know?
If the past is the past who's the winner
In this fucking reality show?

What is this feeling that I have
Like I'm caught between the here and the now?
Just some shitty midlife crisis
That would bore even the steadiest crowd?



Credits
Writer(s): Richard Bryant
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