Wide Awake (Wonderland)

I wasted my time looking at my life through rose-colored eyes
I wasted my life waiting to be swept by the perfect guy

Fell from the pedestal
Right down the rabbit hole
To another world where I'd come back to life

Woke up in wonderland
Found myself again
And I couldn't believe my eyes
When I realized

I wasted my time running away from the demons inside
Now I see clearly who I'm meant to be
There's no reason for me to be afraid
I'm wide awake

I wasted my nights chasing a man I could never call mine
And I wasted my dreams wishing and praying he'd come back to me

Then I lived in isolation
In a cage of my creation
Everybody watching me like a display

I stepped through the looking glass
And I never looked back
It wasn't easy, but trust me

I found myself
After I crawled through hell
I had to lose my mind
No clarity, sanity, just so I'd finally see

I wasted my time running away from the demons inside
And I wasted my life pretending every part of me was alright

Now I'm falling slow
Down the rabbit hole
There's no reason for me to be afraid

My head's in the clouds
No turning back now
Now that I'm trapped in this marvelous place
I'm wide awake

Woke up in wonderland
Found myself again
All in wonderland, wonderland, wonderland