You Made Me Forget

Red rose flower once again
Lose your faith in years
I am sniffing confidence
the only way I know
But I can't seem to spit a word, frozen, pale as a bone

You return back and you know
But you don't hope now
I will find the trick to make
you speak the word, I know
You will make me forget, someday came so early
You have gone away for real
I will heal

I can wait until you know that we're the same
Smoke is coming out your nose and your sad face
Shows me what I did, I see you walk away
And I keep mumbling your name

Streets are filled with your perfume
Still I'm with the face on, the way that makes you annoyed
You're calm and lovely when you stare but you don't talk a lot
You've been gone away too long
But I remember

I am calm beneath your balcony as you open the door
I can see that my mistakes still keep staining my floor
I know that I cannot dream I'm not allowed to hope
But I'm still where we once met