Irresponsible

I just wanna say
I'm hopeless without you
I've searched far and wide to find that
It doesn't get any better than this
And I just wanna say I'm sorry
For running in circles with my sin and shame
When You told me to run to Your love

And I just wanna say that I'm grateful
For all of the ways You've never left me behind
Oh, how irresponsible Your love
And I just wanna praise Your name for
All the ways You keep chasing my heart
Oh, how irresponsible Your love

Yeah I don't know why
I'm inclined to run and hide
I build mountains in my mind so high
To find they never stood a chance to
Your love
My highest heights were never enough
From Heaven to Hell, might as well
Just give up
Yeah where could I go that You won't?
Where could I run that You don't?
None of my lows are too low for how
Deep that You'll go

So Father, I just wanna say
That I'm grateful
For all of the ways You've never left me behind
Oh, how irresponsible Your love (irresponsible Your love)
And I just wanna praise Your name for
All the ways You keep chasing my heart
Oh, how irresponsible Your love

You know my deep desire
Is to feed the fire of the evil liar on me
I don't wanna see Messiah
I just bleed 'til I'm weak and tired
Streaming high in the deepest fryer (yeah)
And I'm reaching wider just to be admires
By the people higher than me (higher)
But somehow you reacquire and
Inspire my soul (soul)
I see the choir and the Lion of old
I'm pedaling
I get too comfortable, that's when
I settle in
Really the medicine
Is knowing our weakness is right where
He met us in
I'm so good at meddling in my sin
Should win a medal in it
Holy water kettle with it
We been filling up our pockets
With the lettuce and relish
But still You let us relish in You
I been in the mix with evil
I don't know why I feel I gotta get
Deceitful just to get the seats full
Compromising for a million views
Pitiful, minuscule
I'll walk from Texas to Tennessee and
Burn a hole in my tennis shoes
Just to run from Your love
But You still hunt me down
Like it's ten of you
Break me down, interlude (Woo)

I need the wisdom of Solomon
Timothy, Paul, and the prophets
Just to get to the altar and
Center the heart of my calling
I been spinning my top
To resemble the heart of my Father
But it's getting harder with this armor so
I build walls to keep You out
But You fear no obstacle
Your love for me put You to death and
That's so irresponsible

I just wanna say (Yeah)
That I'm grateful (I'm grateful, God)
For all of the ways
You've never left me behind (Yeah)
Oh, how irresponsible Your love
(So irresponsible, so irresponsible, yeah)
And I just wanna praise
Your name for all of the ways
You keep chasing my heart (Keep chasing my heart)
Oh, how irresponsible Your love
(So irresponsible, so irresponsible, yeah)