My Eyes Have Dried

Lately I don't listen to what you're asking for
Cause I'm not tryna write about your ass no more
I've got better songs in store
And you're getting real boring, boy
Wouldn't say I'm happy to be a ghost of yours
Except for when you happen to be up close, of course
I can be a frightening force
And your eyes tell your whole story, boy

I've seen all of your colors
I paint you by the number of times
I've wished that you had done me right
Bathe you in light
I've mourned you like a widow
I've cursed you like a witch on fire
And I've loved you through the tears I've cried
But my eyes have dried

I used to think of you when I wanted something done
I used you as a fuel and you always gave me some
Anger, lust, and love in one
But none of that brought you closer, boy
I held the space between us like a loaded gun
The anger turned to madness and I became undone
But damn, that rabbit hole was fun
And wonderland brought me closure, boy

I've seen all of your colors
I paint you by the number of times
I've wished that you had done me right
Bathe you in light
I've mourned you like a widow
I've cursed you like a witch on fire
And I've loved you through the tears I've cried
But my eyes have dried

I've seen all of your colors
I paint you by the number of times
I've wished that you had done me right
Bathe you in light
I've mourned you like a widow
I've cursed you like a witch on fire
And I've loved you through the tears I've cried
But my eyes have dried