Demons

Getting high, been fucking with my mind
Been stuck in a daze, I'm running out of time
I'm getting sick and tired of the bullshit
The mad city took away the good kid
That's why I smoke to take the pain away
Everyday stress got me going insane
I try to resist, temptation still come
On my worst nights, I'm drunk off the rum
Rinse and repeat and do it all over again
The devil really likes it when you continue to sin
Waking up every day feeling empty inside
People checking on, you say you're just fine
But misery got you in the worst place
Worse than before you at a worse state
Only thing left you got is self-hate
I know I'm not alone but it can feel that way

We're all fighting something in our mind (We all got demons)
We're telling everyone we're doing just fine (We all got demons)
Yet there's something there between the lines (We all got demons)
Shits getting real when these are the signs (We all got demons)
We're all fighting something in our mind (We all got demons)
We're telling everyone we're doing just fine (We all got demons)
Yet there's something there between the lines (We all got demons)
Shits getting real when these are the signs (We all got demons)

Seeing all the pain through binoculars
Appetite for alcohol, my homie drinking all day
Beers scatter on the floors making you a monster
Devil tries to take your ambition away
My homie been addicted to xan's
Likes to get pissy drunk all the damn time
Say's he's not depressed, trying act like the man
I help him when he blacked out, he said he was fine
Little homie fell in love with snow white
Last time we kick it you was tweaking all night
Ain't seen you in years hope you alright
You got a mental illness pray that don't lose your mind
The homies don't gotta lie to kick it
You ain't got a ride to show you with it
So many different ways to numb the pain
The homies and I are indeed much the same

We're all fighting something in our mind (We all got demons)
We're telling everyone we're doing just fine (We all got demons)
Yet there's something there between the lines (We all got demons)
Shits getting real when these are the signs (We all got demons)
We're all fighting something in our mind (We all got demons)
We're telling everyone we're doing just fine (We all got demons)
Yet there's something there between the lines (We all got demons)
Shits getting real when these are the signs (We all got demons)

In the back of my mind, I'm doing fine
But in the midst of struggle, all my problems intertwine
I really hope that I can shine
Brighter than the rest to the point I leave them bind
And I go on and pass the test
God if you hear me, just know I'm calling out
Surrounded by the demons, It's like I'm falling out
All alone I'm sitting by myself, looking in the mirror
While my heart all on the shelf
We're all the ones that said they have my back
The whole time was lies and I thought it was all facts
As time goes on I seem to get older
Day by day my heart seems to get colder
I'm tired of struggling but I'm never giving up
Every time I see the pee I quick to say what's up
When I get knocked down best believe I'm getting up
My mama raised a Man I ain't never been a chump
Cause in the end all I ever need is me
In the end, I'll make sure y'all see



Credits
Writer(s): Elijah Worden
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