To Be Honest

Alright, let's be a little less serious on this one. Right after this

Here we go
Acting like I'm some kind of hero
But I know that if I had the power I would lose control
Give in to the darker side of me, call it Venom
Well I guess that didn't last very long so let's go get 'em
Fall asleep at night
Every dream I have is bright
Orange hues
Where are my blues?
Call me out and you might lose
Cuz I'm sick of hearing, "Hey man, you gotta bring the happy tunes
Don't you know that when you swing you gotta follow through?"
My bad, my bad
I know I said I'd stop it
But it's hard for me write what's on my head when my heart is
Beating out a rhythm that I cannot stop
I cannot stop, I cannot stop the process
That is helping me out of my darkness

Strap a blade onto my wrist
Take a leap without a hitch
But I wound up in a ditch
How'd that happen little miss?
We all know that you're a bit
Of a psychopathic chick
Call my number won't be missed
Better me is what comes next

Did you see this coming?
Probably not I'm always cunning
You can call me Loki
Cuz I'm low key
Finding everybody
Easy to manipulate
Someone stop me, it's too late
Give it up or innovate
Sorry this feels out of place
But my train of thought is always jumping tracks
Cuz one day I'm spitting facts
And the next I'm feeling lax
Hop on board if you want a ride
Through a troubled, broken mind
If you want my happy side
Then you gotta give me time
Yeah, give me time
Yeah, give me time
Yeah, give me time
Give me
Another source of pride
Something that won't let me die
Cuz there's something in their eyes
Telling me they hate their lives
And I'd like to help them out
Hero complex all around
But I'm not the one they need
And honestly I think they hate me

Strap a blade onto my wrist
Take a leap without a hitch
But I wound up in a ditch
How'd that happen little miss?
We all know that you're a bit
Of a psychopathic chick
Call my number won't be missed
Better me is what comes next

Alright, let's talk about something a little more recent. Something that really bugs me when I hear it you know? Huh

You should get on Tinder
Maybe then you'll finally meet her
Know the one I'm talking bout?
Hold on wait, I'm full of doubt
That I'd really trust
Anyone that I'd meet on an app that's built for lust
If you think the same as me well then I guess there's two of us
And I'm getting tired of hearing all of the fuss
About how I couldn't function after she ended us
Just remember that if I happen to bring her up
It's to be honest about who she really was



Credits
Writer(s): David Lumpkin
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