Helpless

I've gotta self-empower but I feel so restless
My mind's so overtired and I feel I'm helpless
I've gotta self-empower but I feel so restless
My mind's so overtired and I feel I'm helpless

(Yeah - you know, sometimes these things just get so worse
That I just can't, I can't do a lot)

In every way we're only struggling for a beautiful day
I don't know, how do people even feel so great
Either you stay or either completely desolate
I end up doing both 'cause I feel I'm in a weird place
But you probably have both parents you do
And basically you're rich and you don't even care 'cause you're cruel
I've made a fine margin, I'm gonna have the ones that are cool
The rest can just be on their own 'cause they know that they're shrewd

I've gotta self-empower but I feel so restless
My mind's so overtired and I feel I'm helpless
I've gotta self-empower but I feel so restless
My mind's so overtired and I feel I'm helpless

It happens that I leave a bunch of people alone
'Cause anyone that I see, they kinda look like a clone
I'm not sayin' other-wise, I'm talkin' about their souls
They all got something alike, they wanna fetch on the same bone
And that's the reason why I don't even know who to trust
Am I the only one thinkin' or is it each one of us
If it's really everyone then what is the fuss about
I wonder why we're livin' on the same part of the crust
And I do believe that we're gonna turn back into dust
Weather the day or the night, whenever it's time to erupt
But I met someone who said, man you just worry too much
You gotta live it today and stop thinking about the rest

I've gotta self-empower but I feel so restless
My mind's so overtired and I feel I'm helpless
I've gotta self-empower but I feel so restless
My mind's so overtired and I feel I'm helpless

I have seen the change in my only fellas you know
Like within a second you wouldn't even get to know, who they are
Just as quiet and quick as the wind blows
Not sure if I should really use the term of ego
'Cause when it came to someone else, it was a different sequence
Killed the happiness inside me
Now you see what you fiends did
The time is right 'cause now I also have a good reason to say
That anyone at any time can be as unreal
And there's no point to stop and wait for an actual rest
Except only when there is a coffin made to resist
To put the worries aside and end up all kinds of quest
'Cause that's the only time I'm ever gonna wake again fresh
Feelin' too low but I'm always gonna give out the best
The best that I can do and love just can't give up on myself
So by the time when this is done
I'm gonna have no regrets and neither ashamed
'Cause I just came to give all I can get