Anxiety (feat. Yolay Reverence)

Dame
My anxiety is fucked
Dame here we go again It's all in my head (It's driving me insane)
Fuck
Yeah, yeah

I feel like
I'm trapped now
It feels like my voices in my head are bringing me down

I feel like my anxiety is drowning me now
Take my hand and pull me back up

I feel like
I'm trapped now (I'm trapped now aye)
I feel like I can't sleep at night (I can't sleep at night)
I feel like my anxiety is keeping me awake (It's always keeping me awake)
(Fuck)
I'm drowing in my thoughts now (Yeah)
Pull me (Yeah) up

Yeah
I'm living my life behind a mask
Living in the past

How long will this mental game last?

Hide my emtions
Hide them all now (All now)

My emotions are playing tricks on me now
My anxity is fucked
All this paper work piling up on me now (Fuck)

Man it's really stressing me out (Dame)

Everyday feels like I'm running a fucking mile
My demons are always behind my door yeah (Get the fuck out)

I can't sleep tonight
I always have one eye open
I need to be aware of my sourroundings
My heart is always pounding (Always pounding)

The train of my emotions is departing

It's out of my reach
By the time I catch the next train it will be too late

I need to find the light to go home again (Dame)
I need to find the spark in myself again (It's to dark in here)
I need to keep my head up now (Yeah, Yeah)

My anxiety takes over me and I can't help breaking down
I want to turn this frown around (I want to turn it around)
I want to feel more alive
I sick of having these dark thoughts in my head
I just want to bag them all up and throw them away
I'm afraid to let go of things that hurt me the most

I just want to make other people proud (Dame)
I want to remind myself that I'm not a waste and my anxiety is not going to win
(Bitch You're not going to win yeah)
One minute I'm calm the next minute I have dark thoughts in my head
(Dark thoughts in My head)
My anxiety makes me think things a lot worse than they should be
(Get the fuck out my Head)
It drives me insane everyday
I want to show my real emotions set them out, Set free me (I want to set them free)

Why can't I do that?
The voices in my head are telling me
I won't stand a chance and my anxiety is going to win yeah (Fuck)

I feel like
I'm trapped now
It feels like my voices in my head are bringing me down

I feel like my anxiety is drowing me now
Take my hand and pull me back up

I feel like
I'm trapped now
I feel like (Uh) I can't sleep at night (Uh)

I feel like my anxiety is keeping me awake (Uh)
I'm drowing in my thoughts now (Like)
So pull me up

Tell me if you got abit of weed to hit
I'm tryna plead the fifth
Chuck on a suit n tie
No better way to fit
In this life that they giving me
I'm in front of a judge but I feel no leadership
That fritter hitting on the ketamine
To get ahead of me
I never understood em riding for the enemy
But now they do what they do
Tryna sue and loot
I gotta prove whats true
Before I let go
I got to pave the way
Contemplated being a victim of the Razor blade (Aye)
Momma told me ain't no body gonna save the day (Aye)
The pay you making be like LBJ's fade away (Aeah) (Yeah)
One day it'll drop when you score that point (Uh)
Laced with coke and wrapped up in a joint (Aye)
When you work it out is it finna be too late? (Late) (Uh)
Yeah, yeah (Uh)
Baby what's the point
If we can't talk it out and be fucking now
We keep arguing, I keep walking out
I hear the drama like this a cartoon
Real housewife but no courtroom
Gonna compare cause this be pity
Every copper know me in my city
So I keep a pistol with rounds
Take a few down if they fucking with me

I ain't really got nothing to lose no more
Take take take a few PoPo
With me when I leave this place Solo
I tried to be Peace but I don't no more
They march for me on the streets when gone
I be digging for the heart en garde
Said I be digging for the heart oh god (Oh god)
I can't sleep, can't eat or breath oh Lord I