Heavy

Time is weathered and fleeting
I can't hold on like before
A hundred reasons to give you up
But I always need one more

It's a stupid attraction
It's a kick in the head
I know that I should go outside
But I'll probably stay in bed

So don't hold me back
There is no more time for that
I'm walking through a landslide
Trying to find a new stride

'cause I've been getting kinda heavy
You're in my head and yeah it weighs me down
And I'll get better if you let me
Just have a minute where I drown you out
The summer sets on the skyline, I'm not spending all my time on you

Feel lucid when breaking
Out of a steady state
To a place where I see it clear
But where no one can relate

I can't shoulder this alone
With the leaves on the ground
Always mend for a month or two
Before I just fall back down

When you call me up and I guess I'm dumb enough
To always come running, rain or shine means nothing
And I feel more alive remembering I will die
Know I look unsteady, but you gotta let me

'cause I've been getting kinda heavy
You're in my head and yeah it weighs me down
And I'll get better if you let me
Just have a minute where I drown you out
The summer sets on the skyline, I'm not spending all my time on you