Unfocused (Chaos)

In isolation i always excel as an artist
But lately this loneliness has hit me the hardest
Between life falling apart and then the pandemic
This stress is so contagious that its got my raps sick
Im about ready to do some stick ups for this shit
I struggle like a starving artist just to make a hit
Trying to manifest my music on to my friends playlists
Just a like or share but they never wanna play this

Relationship its in the trash
Direkt quit on my ass
Motivation almost out of gas
Friends left in the past
Time to duck and dash gotta get it fast
Get to the task and a new job at that
Im trying get it back and make it stack
Brahh brahh brahh ima shoot these raps
I feel like quitting and just giving this up
Im so fucking tired and had enough
Suicide is starting to seem good enough
Cus i just feel like i aint fucking good enough
Im gonna crash my car into the awards show
Make em buy my music and eat my flow
Shove that shit down their fucking throats
And when i take that bow ill be named the goat
Draw inspiration from eminem
Joyner lucas please bless my pen
Let eyedea take possession
Get instructions from big l then
Kill em first and forgive later
When it comes to hiphop yo im a savior
On some rap shit im the grave digger
Cus im killing em all even if they bigger
Pull this trigger and bust shots at the enemy
Im cuttin out all the snakes playing pretend to be
You aint no friend to me drown you in the sea
Waterbend the flow like im the avatar named bruce lee
Im discharging exponential energy
Unlimited potential is whats rising in me
But will i fucking survive this pain i feel
Being dragged down to fiery pits of hell

Im sick of all these new cats yeah im that new cat
Fuck all this mumble crap ill show you how to rap
Its about passion pain peace struggles and war
Show me what the fuck you been through and more
What makes your heart beat the beat at your core
I just wish someone would buy my music from the store
Even if im underground theyll fuck with my sound
Cus if they dont ill feed em to the dog pound
I said fuck the cream just give me the dream
Let the crowd scream as i make a scene
Drop these bodies quick im aiming at cops
Kill a corrupt bitch no i wont stop
Till we get this freedom till we get this justice
Till i save music i aint gon miss
Till my fucking life aint got me mad
Till then im going dark and acting bad



Credits
Writer(s): Ryan Deras
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