Weary Dreaming

Yo, yeah, I'm living my life
I'm always running around just to feel alright
I know that death all around me won't slow the fuck down
I'm yelling, I'm screaming like I've been thrown into the pound

This life is hurting it's bringing me to hell
And when it's time to go I know I'm hearing the bell
The devil awaits my soul like I was the final prize
He's been waiting for me to take my own life

I don't give two shits of where I end up
Cause I know the screams of my mind won't ever give up
My head is always in the clouds cause I can't go back down
The evil lair that wants my tortured ass soul
I can't give up, my heart is so fucking dull

I'm numberer than the pills that you take
I swear all these fuckers around me are so fake
I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna fucking die
I just wanna fucking cry
God, please, rip out my own tortured ass mind

I'm trying to escape from all these fucks, all they do is shake
I'm waking up the masses but my mind isn't straight
The realization of the evil around us seems to judge me
And I'm having a panic attack, I swear I'm bugging

The people that are supposed to care
Have thrown me on the cross and into the air
I'm trying to stay alive, for her, she my only light
We have to find reason and hold it oh so tight

I finally see just how evil this world can be
Little kids fucking dying like they were a tree
These fucks seem to shoot what they fucking see
Hell, our own government does the same fucking thing

We're all raised on a certain set of beliefs
So pick the right one or you'll be underneath
Religion is all fake, just get the fuck away
When I wake this world, I'll finally see the day
I'll finally see the day I fucking get paid
Bitch