New Piss Thot

Are you getting enough attention?
You look like every other cliched art school faggot
Obsessed with being cool
Trying to act like you don't care
You so obviously care
So desperate for validation
This is gross
This is embarrassing

Fuck

You're a fucking phony
Performing an idea of authenticity
Monetizing your personality
Creating a brand identity

You're an endless self promotion feedback loop masquerading as sincerity

Just another idiot tool for capitalism

But I guess I am too
Why won't you accept me? Why won't you love me?
Who isn't guilty? We are all complicit
Can anyone be truly honest? Selfless?
I thought we could subvert these systems but I don't think it's possible.

I don't know what I want
I don't know what the answer is
Life is brutal I know

And yes, I want to fuck you and I want you to want to fuck me... but can we also talk about the times you've felt like you've had an out of body experience while talking to God?

And how boring this all is? And how sad it makes me feel?

I'm so fucking lonely

I wish I knew how to actually connect with another human being

Most days I want to jump out a window

I think I'm thinking too much