why am i like this?

How you fucking feeling huh
Staring at the ceiling huh
Life is unappealing huh
All the time it's stealing huh
I'm not new to this uh
Feel like an abyss uh
No such thing as bliss uh
I will not be missed yuh
Think I've had enough
But I just keep getting up
What has every day become
Every day I'm feeling numb
I just only want the drugs
All my friends they pick me up
Yeah I bet they've had enough
It's ok I'm dying young
Aye
I'm tired of the lying
In the charger flying
Crash it cause I'm crying
Hopefully I'm dying
I don't wanna feel no more
Sadness only thing I know
Waiting till I hit the floor
Life just what you waiting for

Why am I like this
I cannot fight shit
Dust in my mind bitch
Watch as I bite this
Cry while I right this
Feeling the blindness
I'm getting high bitch
Watch while I light this

How come I can never fix these issues that I face
Maybe cause their all the fucking problems that you make
But I wish I could just change the things that I say
But I bet it wouldn't make a difference anyway
Still would probably tell me all those lies to my face
Still would probably blame me for the drama that you make
Still would probably brush off all the things that I say
Still would probably fucking break my heart anyway

How come I can never fix these issues that I face
Maybe cause their all the fucking problems that you make
But I wish I could just change the things that I say
But I bet it wouldn't make a difference anyway
Still would probably tell me all those lies to my face
Still would probably blame me for the drama that you make
Still would probably brush off all the things that I say
Still would probably fucking break my heart anyway



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Writer(s): Jordan Peters
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