Drowning

I wish we could talk like we used to
Days where i feel like i used you
You look so good in that dress
Beauty is something that comes within
It's hurts so bad that you're drowning in toxic
Wishing one day i could be heartless
But i said i would always look out for you
And you'd feel the same too

Just don't worry
Because i'll save you from this mess
And you think it's fine but that's only to impress
That someone in your life, that doesn't treat you right
So you try so hard to make it work
And even if it does, you know that's not love
But both of you really feel hurting
And i don't wanna be mean
I just wanna see you shine
It's so cool that we
Became friends but now i wish you were mine
It's so hard on me
Imagine the pressure it felt on you
Lost someone great to me
Even if i'm always here for you, yeah
Maybe i look so dumb right now
Maybe you're thoughts of me are so loud
Or you probably forgot everything because we don't talk
And this is my head saying things that you would block
Outta your mind
I'm running out of time
I just wanted you to be mine
But its just out of line by now
By now, by now, by now

I wish we could talk like we used to
Days where i feel like i used you
You look so good in that dress
Beauty is something that comes within
It's hurts so bad that you're drowning in toxic
Wishing one day i could be heartless
But i said i would always look out for you
And you'd feel the same too

All those times i felt something inside
Were those the days i felt no pride
Running out of time
I thought i was timeless but its so hard to find
Tell me how can i reach you this instant
Remember the times we ate tea and biscuits
Knowing it was basic, but those were simpler times
Wishing i knew what would've happened
Before this all overreacted through my mind
My mind, my mind, my mind
So conscious with the way i think
Something inside of me led me to this way
Wondering if i'll ever try to be ok
I just don't wanna get played
Only need you to consider to stay
Because i'll treat you like royalty every day

I wish we could talk like we used to
Days where i feel like i used you
You look so good in that dress
Beauty is something that comes within
It's hurts so bad that you're drowning in toxic
Wishing one day i could be heartless
But i said i would always look out for you
And you'd feel the same too