No Walls

The story of my life
And I speak to you
No filtered characters to hide behind
All the fucked up thoughts that rush in through my brain
Will I lose the voice that keeps me sane?
And will they see it?

I'm running blind here
And nothing seems clear

I look up to the sky and I find I wonder why
Why the hell am I alive and standing here?
Ashamed I am afraid
That this all will be in vain
A burdened road to which the end
I'll disappear

I can't help but feel this hopeless
Vicious pit inside my gut
And it makes me question my decisions
That I've made while growing up
I don't know now
(Decisions I have made, have I fucked up?)
I don't know how
(The future unfolds all I crave is hope)

I look up to the sky and I find I wonder why
Why the hell am I alive and standing here?
Ashamed I am afraid
That this all will be in vain
A burdened road to which the end
I'll disappear

I can see it
It's in my sights
I just gotta reach it
Pull it in before I go blind
It looks into me
Dead in my eyes
And suddenly I notice I am terrified

I look up to the sky and I find I wonder why
Why the hell am I alive and standing here?

I look up to the sky and I find I wonder why
Why the hell am I alive and standing here?
Ashamed I am afraid
That this all will be in vain
A burdened road to which the end
I'll disappear

I'm afraid I'll disappear