For Akira

And so a thousand nights have passed
I'm still seated here, music in my ears
Fighting on this fear, the only way I know
And I'm hoping it won't last
I'm talking about that feeling of not feeling accomplished (Yes)
It's getting complicated now
Convoluted, I cogitated and calculated anyhow
I have squabbled with goblins
I've slayed me some dragons, necromancers left toxins
Inside of my body, I popped me a xany
And laid me to rest
Woke up the next day with zero ailments
But where did the time went nigga

The brackets in my mind, little puzzles
Trying to fill the gaps inside is a hustle
My frail psyche that's finna collapse any second
The way I feel lasting this long is a record so I'am
Singing we got life yeye
We don't need nobody else
My nigga we got life
This a story lemme tell
Don't let the fear of failure fail ya
But it's weighing down on me heavy paraphernalia
I'm looking at all my rhymes hundred thousand maybe few
I'm looking at all my syllables and none of them are new
I'm tired of striving nigga cause I feel I'm starting to stall
When my goal is so near but it never felt soo far
Got me feeling frustrated like my dreams have been wrecked
Melancholic my day's when it's time to reflect
And now a lifetime has passed, I'm still seated here
Fighting on this fear the only way that I know
What do you do when self deprecating is killing you slow
I could conquer this planet nigga if this problem I solve
I have a list of desires one of which to find myself
Second on the to do list to find some wealth
And then peace till my death finds me
Then I'll finally be free



Credits
Writer(s): Trevour Amunga
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