Cold Heart

This fuckin' feelin in my chest is still here
Got me pacing round my room thinkin' that the end is really near
But I'm just tryin' make the vision clear
If you think you won't make it better hold on cuz you still got some years
It's my living fear, to live in fear
Needa interfere, with inner fears
Watch the crowd sit and cheer
I'm so done shedding all these tears
My heart was left so cold, like the winter really here (yea)

It's time to get past everything that happened in the past
Cuz if you don't work shit out then how you even gonna pass
And my ex just hit me up, I'm like shit I'm gonna pass
And the opps just tried to run up but they won't get no pass (Like aye)
Squeezy spittin' bold bars
Speed with experience, like turbo on a old car
Need commas and a period I went around and sold jars
Everybody disappearin' so I guess that's why I got a cold heart

Why y'all gotta be so fuckin' negative and toxic
Stay up in the mix like I was tanquery's and tonic
Let 'em fuckin' gossip I'm a pop 'em through the optic
Speakin bout some shit that you don't know, where's yo logic
The way I'm keepin' magazines with power like a comic
JTF on fire like in hell, we demonic
30's gonna smoke you like a blizzy of that chronic
So it's kind of ironic that you was on that topic

This fuckin' feelin in my chest is still here
Got me pacing round my room thinkin' that the end is really near
But I'm just tryin' make the vision clear
If you think you won't make it better hold on cuz you still got some years
It's my living fear, to live in fear
Needa interfere, with inner fears
Watch the crowd sit and cheer
I'm so done shedding all these tears
My heart was left so cold, like the winter really here (yea)

I'm so tired of the pain I'm in the rain I'm feelin' strained through it
Claimin' that you banging gets you stained and yea the gang do it
Spraying from the K it make you lay you gonna pay for it
Praying that I make it I can't fake it I been trained for it
Damn I been through it
You said that you loved me you was lying and I knew it
These bitches tried to duck me I was cryin' when they blew it
Thought that everything that I had was just ruined
Now I know that I was stupid

Now I'm only looking up I'm tryna get it to the millions
Promise I'll be poppin' not ur average civilian
Won't let 'em break it down cuz it's too much I been building
And JTF lost members but the rest you know we sealed in
Still hurtin' from the loss of one I gotta get to healin'
Xans I wanted lots of 'em was always on the pills and
Could never stop poppin' 'em they took away the feelin'
But now a fuckin' cold heart is gonna be what killed him