Lifestyle

Time flies as I get high where the Gods lies
As I try and navigate through these mortal guidelines
Being despised asking for signs while Im living life to undermine the rules
Now I'm sitting here asking who am I?

Am I the creator that invites danger
Am I the destroyer that Incites prayer
You telling me you hate her
A bitch will always disappoint you yea that's bitch nature
Don't worry bout it now pour up drink up n pick up the pieces later

Listen up
At this point Glue and duct tape won't be enough
You gotta mend that soul
Heal the spirit Keep it together whole
Or say fuck it don't even worry bout a hoe
Try n Listen to the lyrics as they flow

So here we go
They say the mentally is what makes you poor
Well the way we grew up ig we was living poor
Living life always wanting more
I'm sick of it
Yelling damn life a bitch
As I itch for oxygen as Hennessy fills my esophagus

But look The real problem is

It seems nothings right since you left
Tryna learn how to forgive myself and forget
Learning How to live my life like the rest
They saying I ain't got a chance to be the best
Well I love making bets

So let's take off

You really are a novice u got the mindset of a pacifist
She said she not in the mood but sometimes I can't resist
So please excuse my vulgar unattractiveness
I'm an activist seeking passages towards what my passion is
So like an alley hoop I'm passing it
Yeah you know me
I'm that "all about that action" kid
Pack more heat then a double O7 action flick
Lights Camera action shit
And if the opps come outside then you know what's happening
We blasting bitch

Got lil older but I'm still bipolar
Burns to the chest somehow made my heart colder
Lucifer talking crazy on my left shoulder
Chatting bout how suicide is the only way to find closure

My moms always worked for me n for that I'm so greatful
Struck by a truck while taxi driving so then she wasn't able
Been on the streets and In shelters we stuck through it like a staple
N although the paper wasn't there she came through in a shape of a angel

This my vision open your eyes and ears so you can see n hear it clear
Already said my destiny about how I'm mvp on my come up year
Baby I'll make your thoughts disappear erase your fears
Make the distance feel like I'm still near shawty you won't shed another tear

Been working on my craft and this here is the result of the time I devoted
Keep writing and recording hoping that I get noticed
This rapping shit is my main focus my main hope n
Make sure you hear it so you don't get it misquoted

Still dealing wit the demons that lay inside of me
Got army coming up but rn it's fuck my sobriety
Keep rolling blunts cause that's how I deal wit my anxiety
Sargent said be sober but the henny and xanx keep finding me

Remembering that break up like it was yesterday
Cause and effect but the effect affecting me like who am I gonna kill today
I Don't fight niggas when it's the bitches that's tripping that's what I say
But when I saw that shit don't where my mind was that day
I had to spray

But look we ain't gon speak on that cause that's been dead for a while
Been through the wringer tho you'd always catch me with a smile
N I know the hood been missing em gotta find them lost files
Get the bag or die nigga this a lifestyle