Mixed Signals

"Sure I think it's fine to keep wanting to improve, I understand that"
"But I think you're going at it the wrong way"
"How do you mean?"
"Well, did you ever stop to think about how good your game really is?"
"Yea, after missing that last point?"
"That's just what I'm getting at"
"You're worrying too much about the game and you don't enjoy it"
"But gee coach I know I can do better"
"Sure you can"
"But the point is you shouldn't let yourself get mad every time you miss a point"
"Even the world's champion can't make every point"
"You can't be perfect"
"You've gotta learn to get more pleasure out of this game"
"So take yourself as you are, instead of expecting yourself to be perfect"

Uh, uh
So I'm sittin' in my bed ponderin' what's in my head
It's uh, six in the mornin' as I'm playin' with my dreads
I gotta work in four more hours so I'm gonna need some rest
But shawty's flyin' 'round my head like I'm the sky and she's the jet, runnin' out of fuel
I lowkey hate the way she's always sending me mixed signals
She claims to start off slow, but calls me babe, we're not official
I hate to complicate I thought this girl was gon' be simple
Goin' back and forth feels like I'm in the middle of a pickle
'Tween my heart and my cerebral
I have good intentions, but to her they might be evil
She loves my attention just as much as I love diesel, and I kill her with my kindness
Way with words be extra lethal but it ain't enough
Says she adores me but ignores me I'm calling her bluff
I think that shorty is just horny, damn that shit is tuff
Could you just be honest with me, do you just want to fuck?
Honestly, I hoped that we did not mix lust with love

I wonder if she's serious or just playin' a game
I wonder if she knows how much she's stuck inside my brain
I wonder when the vibe we have will slowly start to fade
I wonder if I'm overthinkin' or she thinks the same
I wonder if she's serious or just playin' a game
I wonder if she knows how much she's stuck inside my brain
I wonder when the vibe we have will slowly start to fade
I wonder if I'm over, if I'm over

I feel like a bitch the way I'm jumping to conclusions
I know that shawty pick and choosin'
The lies she tells me has me drownin' in pools of confusion
And if you don't pick me you're losin'
What are you doin'?
I'm sorry for being honest, if only you were more modest
I promise that I'm the oddest, talks with you feel like the longest
Curious if that's ironic, furious I'm 'bout to off it
Serious I'm out of pocket, piteous just lemme stop it
I wish that I could blast off in my rocket
But I'm in my head trippin' bout some shit that don't matter
The matter's over mind when mind should be over matter
There's a ladder in my mind that I climb when life gets sadder
Every time I'm stuck inside like urine inside the bladder
To be honest I just wish that I could have her
But false hope leads to a heart riddled beside a dagger
So I'd rather stay inside where my thoughts don't even matter

I wonder if she's serious or just playin' a game
I wonder if she knows how much she's stuck inside my brain
I wonder when the vibe we have will slowly start to fade
I wonder if I'm overthinkin' or she thinks the same
I wonder if she's serious or just playin' a game
I wonder if she knows how much she's stuck inside my brain