One Man Army Speech

I'm waving the white flag
This is the dream i should've never had
This is the dream i would've never grabbed
And it aches my heart is forever stabbed
And i don't wanna crawl no more
I don't wanna fall no more
I don't wanna fight no more
I've suffered like i've lived this life before
Raw
Nothing like these other artists
Who never show you where their heart is
But they hardcore
Wanna dim my lights about it
Decided to write about when tears hit the floor
Been broken for a while now
Just couldn't find the courage to bow down
Still my mental health keeps my tied down
But i'm enjoying the ride now

One man army i've always been
My sacrifices spill blood through my pen
Traumatic past has too much sin
Never trust a pastor with my truth within
Only god know what it takes to win
I'm raw dogging life until then
Fighting for what's right until then
Not giving my life to them
When you can't get back the time you spend
So to all the fans i've had
And the ones i've lost
I have no regrets
Not even the price it cost
Keep my voice alive
Play my songs when your lost
Hopefully i did'nt let y'all down
If so i'll bear the cross