God I Ask

(Ish Kingin' aye)
God I ask
God I ask
Why do I only want the fuckin' cash
Inside my hands
(Benjamin and Abraham)
God I ask
God I ask
Is this motherfuckin' money changin' me?
Is it changin' who I am?

God I ask
God I ask
Am I makin' it seem like I don't appreciate everything that I have?
God I ask
God I ask
I ask you for all your forgiveness
So I could never go back
(So I could never go back)

God, I am
God I am
Jus' tryna change all of my ways
But I don't understand
Why I keep on jus' fallin' back

I guess I ain't a fuckin' man
But I guess I'ma ask you for another chance
'Cause that's all I can do but I don't understand

Why Kingin's free will, only wanna make big bills
Why Kingin's free will, only wan' Netflix n' chill
God I ask why, did I break her heart?
Why did I leave her in her feels?
God I ask, why, do I only want count up a mil?

I jus' wanna know the answer
I know that you said in chapters
How to make it this life
But I'ma have to ask my pastor
How to keep on movin' forward in my faith
'Cause to me I'm a fuckin' bastard
I keep wantin' more and more
Tryna make all this money faster

I could hear the demons talkin' inside of my head
Tryna make me do things I don't wanna do
And this is what they said:
"Kingin' B, you gon' fall, and you gon' fold, and you gon' bend"
But I'ma keep picking me up
And I'ma keep makin' my bread

But I could only do that with your strength and power
And this OG purple flower
'Cause it helps me keep my patience
But it still seems I desire
To throw all, of your grace inside the fire
I'm so sorry I'm, doin' everything you don't admire

Yes I am hypocrite and yes I am liar
But all I could do is try to raise my standards higher
And better myself
With only your help
I could not do this by myself
But God I am asking you how is that
all these feelings I felt

They dissapeared
They dissapeared
Jesus Christ I need you here
I am so sorry that Kingin' ain't perfect
But hol' up I think it's severe
Please just appear

I need your help, with my new future with my new career
With all of this money I make in a year
If I am fallin' please God interfere
Please interfere,
I don't wan' be livin' in fear
Please interfere
Please interfere
So my new vision is clear
Please interfere
Please interfere
Before I'm dead or I dissapear
Please interfere
Please interfere
I need you here

God I ask
God I ask
Why do I only want the fuckin' cash
Inside my hands
(Benjamin and Abraham)
God I ask
God I ask
Is this motherfuckin' money, changin' me?
Is it changin' who I am?

God I ask
God I ask
Am I makin it seem like I don't appreciate everything that I have?
God I ask
God I ask
I ask you for all your forgiveness
So I could never go back
(So I could never go back)



Credits
Writer(s): Kingin’ B
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