Forward/Commencement

I can't stop thinking about what I did
You were tempting the voice in my head
You were attempting to love me back

I can't shake the massive desire to cry
Regardless of the setting
This jarring war, ravaging my interior
I want to try
Excuse those tears as I am humiliated
for showing any condition of weakness in your appearance

Diminish all the heartfelt remembrances
I assure I'm struggling to let the moment go
For once I respected a boundary
Help me to not linger on in the bewilderment

I can't help but ache when I see your face
Believe me when I say there's no more romance
Still the past engulfs my psyche like a thick quilt
I only crave for one thing, and that's to be
unshackled from the incarceration
of my accursed brain and judgment

Because at the end, I only want my friend

You saved me

The deficiency of communication
I probably made you feel devalued
My certain degree of verisimilitude
The tears and stomach knots are cathartic
Livid toward myself and becoming lethargic
Reciting a soliloquy to bestow
And in the future I'll choke and become frantic
Locked in sight of a fallen Angel's crossbow
My breathing descends
Ribs are cracking
And my heart in bloody hands
Only meant to destroy all in its path
Now backpedal to the foundation
The wickedness and the infiltration
The work brought upon for me to manifest
Out of the cave and sculpted into a grotesque

Zero

I never asked for this

Five

I felt intense overwhelming remorse

Ten

I detest existence

Thirteen

Goodbye!

Zero!

Five!

Ten!

Thirteen!

Zero!

Five!

Zero

I never asked for this

Five

I felt intense overwhelming remorse

Ten

I detest existence

Thirteen

Goodbye!

Zero!

Five!

Ten!

Thirteen!

Goodbye!



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Writer(s): 0, Javier Kell
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