Joker

So can we raise a glass?
Can we raise a glass for this no hoper
I used to think my life
Was a tragedy
But It's more like a comedy

So please can you tell me the meaning of it all?
Doctor's and shrinks I'm not seeing them at all
There is no helping a man who's given up
Laughing at myself coz I used to give a fuck
And now i got both my middle fingers up
Chain smoking cigarettes with liquor in my cup
I got all sorts of ideas that I'm thinking up

(Coz there's many ways to die)

All the stuff that you heard about me is a lie
It's way worse than that can't you see it in my eyes?
Madness as we know it is just like gravity
All it takes is a little push or a stab at me

And everybody's worried
Coz i'm a cause for concern and worry
'Oh Luke why can you not be better?'
Coz i'm the type to go out like Heath Ledger

So can we raise a glass to this no hoper
Who still lives at home with his mum like the Joker
The worst thing about being mentally ill is
People expect you to act as if you're not
I used to think my life was a tragedy
But it's more like a comedy
It is always a lie
There's a smile on my face
But I'm sad all the time

Why don't you try and act like you're older
When ya got type 2 Bi polar
It's hard when you think your life's over
(Luke your time's up)
It's why I always wanna be high as fuck
But i can never quite get high enough
With a heart full of hate
You can't find love
(And the nighttime's rough)

And even in a room full of people
It feels like i'm on my own with a head full of evils
It's no fun in this weird brain of mine
Living just feels like I'm biding my time
And that's Why

Everybody's worried
I'm a cause for concern and worry
'Oh Luke why can you not be better?'
Coz i'm the type to go out like Heath Ledger

So can we raise a glass to this no hoper
Who still lives at home with his mum like the Joker
The worst thing about being mentally ill is
People expect you to act as if you're not
I used to think my life was a tragedy
But it's more like a comedy
It is always a lie
There's a smile on my face
But I'm sad all the time

I just hope that my death
Makes more sense than my life
I don't think you're listening
All i ever have are bad thoughts
And it's sickening (Sickening)

And everybody's worried
Coz i'm a cause for concern and worry
'Oh Luke why can you not be better?'
Coz i'm the type to go out like Heath Ledger

So can we raise a glass to this no hoper
Who still lives at home with his mum like the Joker
The worst thing about being mentally ill is
People expect you to act as if you're not
I used to think my life was a tragedy
But it's more like a comedy
It is always a lie
There's a smile on my face
But I'm sad all the time

So can we raise a glass to this no hoper
Who still lives at home with his mum like the Joker
The worst thing about being mentally ill is
People expect you to act as if you're not
I used to think my life was a tragedy
But it's more like a comedy
It is always a lie
There's a smile on my face
But I'm sad all the time

I'M A JOKER