Therapy

I'm vibing on the beat
It kinda got me in my feels
I'm like should I talk my shit
Or should I try to keep it real
I always talk my shit
And keep how I'm feeling sealed
Suck it up and be a man
May have changed the way I feel
I was always taught don't cry
Don't let em know why
Don't ever show signs
Cause if they see you weak they gone eat
I try to live my life with some confidence
But got a lot of insecurities
Chase money in a hurry cause I want that security
I sped up maturity and gave away purity
I'm scared of not having shit
I'm scared of not being passionate
I'm handicapped by my passiveness
Imma be alone when the casket hit
And honestly I'm pretty scared of that
I don't know if I'm prepared for that
I don't know if shit compare to that
Imma try and stay clear of that
And shoutout to Tristan too
Shit aint been the same I'm always missing you
And man that love was unconditional
I love your whole family and your sister too
And thanks for everything you taught me
Taught me it's okay to be cocky
How to mix Vodka with coffee
How to be myself and never copy

And that's life man yeah that shit get messy
That shit might test ya
That shit might stretch ya
But Imma keep my head up
And Imma face that pressure
Cause that shit might bless ya
Bad days get better

And Hannah girl I got you
I know that you been through a lot too
I know that this life tryna stop you
But you always number one girl you not two
Don't ever let the stupid bullshit block you
From all the good you can't see tryna pop through
I know you miss your boyfriend and your pops too
Teach me how to be strong I need a walk through
Yeah
And shoutout to my family
Yeah
I'm surprised they still stand me
I block a lot of shit like Camby
But they the sole reason I'm standing
And man this life can get messy
All these thoughts get depressing
But behind every L is a lesson
And behind all the pain is a blessing
Yeah and I'm just tryna keep my head up
Yeah fuck it I'm just tryna stack my bread up
Yeah fuck it I'm just tryna get ahead of the curve
Trying not to be deterred by the bullshit I want what I deserve
I just really want some peace of mind
Tryna give everyone a peace of mine
But when it comes to me I really need to free some time
Cause I be neglecting how I feel sometimes
And yeah dog I know I shouldn't do that
Had a few good girls but I blew that
I should have never put you through that
But I'm a dog to the bone I thought you knew that
But everyday I'm just tryna get better
I'm never satisfied I never let up
I weather any storm and keep my head up
Shooters shoot and I'm shooting like Baretta Baretta ayyyeeeee

And that's life man yeah that shit get messy
That shit might test ya
That shit might stretch ya
But Imma keep my head up
And Imma face that pressure
Cause that shit might bless ya
Bad days get better