I Have

Have you ever had the feeling your never alone
I have, punching at the wall deal with all the pain
Brought up from a broken home
Only euphoric feeling is when i'm feeling stoned
Crack another bottle tip the Henny
Watch that motherfucker flow down to the glass
It happen so fast what a blast
last night falling down straight on my ass
A sinning alcoholic but what more could you ask
From a man that ain't ever had any of that
Ya parents still together got your mommy and dad
Families hell of proud they proud of your path
But what you think they gonna do when their son turns bad

You ever stayed up late at night contemplating your life
Thinking how some of the decisions just doesn't feel right
Razor sharp needles in your brain you can't put up a fight
Now you laying in the dark regretting all of the times
That you could've done something but you didn't
Could've run from it but the truth is in the distance
I ain't had shit had to hide all of my feeling
Had no one to talk to I vented by making music
And now I'm not alone but I'm feeling like I am
I put on a smile to say I'm happy but I'm grim
I'm falling to pieces I'm facing truth with my fists
Aggression ain't solve shit but that's all that I get
Bitch

You ever felt lost in life, thoughts of slitting your wrists

I have, I was laying in an open

I feel that, I wonder if you've been broke by a bitch

I have, she taught me something that's to never trust a trick
But tell me have you ever seen your mama OD as a kid

I have, I saw her laying on her bed with some shit in her wrists
And I couldn't comprehend cuz I was just a kid, just a kid

I'm sorry you had to see that my boy, but don't lie to me I know there's pain in your voice

Ya, there's more to the story I hide it with glory I'm feeling like dory
But that's the way it is

THATS WHY WE GETTIN FADED AS SHIT

Crack another bottle tip the Henny
Watch that motherfucker flow down to the glass
Happen so fast, what a blast
Last night falling down on my ass
A sinning alcoholic, what more could you ask