The Vacancy of Darkness

I ain't ever plan on staying I've been tryna go
Ditch the drugs find some friends I'm tryna grow
Eeny meeny minie moe
Catch a tiger let him go
If you think that you is better then you gotta fucking smoke
Cuz it ain't a competition I'm just tryna keep on living Cuz that's all I know
Ya that's all I know

The other night I woke myself up Trippin
Another vivid vision Uncle had to get a bag after treatment wasn't missing
He just chose to leave if He had a phone a I'd tap in
(Would you?)
I don't know but I'd like to think that'd happen
(He prolly wouldn't answer, if he did he wouldn't listen)
I got lots up on my mind and it would help if he just tried
But he don't give a fuck about he kids or I
(He Proved you right kid, now why should U try)

Everybody got a chance
They just gotta try and make it work woah
People get dealt bad hands and still end up on the top
Way up on the top woah

I hope one day I make my family proud
We can put the old days in the past when I buy my mom a house
I've been focused on this shit and I'm grinding on my lyrics
I've been working 3-2 aye this night shift got me tripping
I've been lost
I hope one day I'm found I'll be seeing you around
This shit comes with a cost
I smoke when I've been down that's how I turn upside a frown
Yo I never lived it down I'm regretting that shit now

Everybody got a chance
They just gotta try and make it work
People get dealt bad hands and still end up on the top
Way up on the top

Just end up on the top unc I miss you

I've been reminiscing while trippin with repitition
My pops has always been missing I never really did miss him
But I never knew Him that's prolly wut helped me out with it
Left my momma strung out and left me with no pot too piss in
Then she found my step pops
And finally stepped up
Then the stress and depression finally catched up
I understand addiction I'm just glad you found
The step up to rest up and finally find the best of the rest of
Your life
I know we've been drowning in the strife
The suns around the corner we just need the right time
So let's ride thru the night
With a match as a light
And we'll fight
It will not get better less we make it right

Generation to generation with fluctuation
Addiction and mental maintenance not worried bout what your paying for
What your taking and what it's doing to your patience
What your kids and family after to say after finding fucking satan
In a needle in a bag of what you think of like a pastry

I forgive you momma hope you don't hate me for everything that I am saying
Sometimes it takes the truth help people out the caves the stay in
Let's make the darkness vacant