When Does It End

Light up my cigarette
Make it easy to forget
My problems which invade
Each facet of my life

Residing within myself
I become someone else
Just for a few moments
I cease to exist

Travelling endlessly
Downward this spiral brings me
My painful demise
Becomes imminent

I do not feel afraid
I'll think of it some other day
Destroy myself
Before the world does

A lie, A truth
Oh what's the use
Nothing about the world
Makes any sense

So unoriginal
I can't even see myself
Becoming anything
Worthwhile at all

I fucking hate myself
I wish I was someone else
How many times
Will I repeat my thoughts

I hope it will end soon
Bring about something new
A world where
I don't exist

Just a perfect day
I drink vodka in the dark
My suffering is false
Even I don't care

If I need someone to save me
Then I'm a fucking failure
If I want to succeed
I just have to succeed

But what does that even mean
I don't even know what I'm saying
I've lost touch with reality
Someone take this away from me

What's the difference, what's the use
I feel like I'm tying my own noose
How hard can it be
To survive my thoughts

I'm done I don't care
This suffering is to much to bear
I don't have it the worst
But why should I compare

I'm down and out not coming out
Of this confusing roundabout
Going round in circles
And going up in flames

I hate the world, I hate myself
Really wish that I was someone else
But that can never be
It isn't reality

I see the truth, I see the lies
Feels like there's magma in my eyes
When does it end?
When does it end?



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Writer(s): Max Blair
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