Kill Me Already

I don't know why I can't survive
Cause now my words are going stale
Wish I could rip off all my limbs and feed the needy little
Animals who need them, I can imagine a world without me, can't you?

I'll play till my fingers bleed, who needs fingers anyway?
I'll sing till my vocals cords are dry
And worn out like metal on a sunny day
I'll cry till my tears overflow out of the window and onto the porch
I'll scream till your ears start to bleed until you hear me
Cause no one ever hears me, no one ever hears me

I haven't taken my meds, just kill me already
Maybe I should take my meds, just kill me steady
Don't think about the pain
Just take me the fuck away
I haven't taken my meds, just kill me already

I don't know why I struggle to thrive
Like a flame in the midst of a storm
I'm dying out like overused slang, forget about me
Don't wanna leave you with my memories
Just wanna leave you with a smile on your face

I'll play until my fingers fall off, why will I need fingers?
I'll sing until my throat sets on fire and let the flames linger
I'll cry until my tears go up, into the ceiling and out of my life
I'll scream till your ears start to bleed, make you wanna grab a knife
Make you do it for me, do it for me

I haven't taken my meds, just kill me already
Maybe I should take my meds, just kill me steady
Don't think about the pain
Just take me the fuck away
I haven't taken my meds, just kill me already
Just kill me already, just kill me already