End Of Myself

"Hello Braden this is your dad"
"call me Back"
"bye"
"bye"
"bye"
"bye"
"hello?"
I remember wishing that my dad was dead
So then he'd look down from Heaven and understand
(Just how I feel and)
I gotta admit that I was pretty dumb
I Had to reach the end of myself to say that's enough (is it enough)
Now I'm not here to just sing you a simple song
This is the most important thing, cmon tell me I'm wrong
(I know I'm right cause)
Cause there's a reason That I am still here
After trying to take my own life and disappear

I've been changed, no longer a slave yeah

Dang looking back ya know I wish I was wrong
How can I get high without doing any wrong
(You know you can't)
Mirrors suddenly tell me I'm someone I'm not
Pacing over and over again around these thoughts

I'm so sorry
I love you (it's not a lie)
Dad
I'm sorry
That I wished you were dead

Was it enough
I don't know
Might not know
Will it show
I hope so

I'm sorry
You did nothing wrong