F**k December

Every time we're planning the dates keep slipping back
There's lots of paths through winter but they never seem as good as all that
The closer it comes the money dries up and i'm still getting used to the fact
But this time i left it too late
Got a free month marked 'save this date'

And if it feels this way tonight it's gonna last forever
They keep telling me, "try", i might, i'm trying to keep it together

I've saved up this holiday for nothing, we parted, you went back to your hometown
I'll sit with a drink in the garden where nothing can pass through that frozen ground
I wish i had more meaning to you, i wish i didn't feel so consumed
But i know i'm super needy, i'm sorry that i'm so rarely free
At the station come and meet me, Christmas market drunk, mouths run easily
Run through crowds screaming, "i'm so lonely", say, "you're lonely but you've got me"
I wish that we could just hang out tonight

If it feels this way tonight it's gonna last forever
They keep telling me, "Try!", i might, but it's hard enough to hold on
I want something better, it feels like everything's gone wrong
If it feels this way tonight fuck December

And if it feels like this tonight it's gonna last forever
They've been telling me, "Try!", i might, but it's hard enough to hold on
I want something better, it feels like everything's gone wrong
If it feels like this tonight fuck December