Turned Down

Yeah... yeah
It feels like I'm living on borrowed time
I get turned down
Sometimes I even go up
Yeah
Uhhh
Yeah... Yeah...
It go like
Sometimes I feel like it's just me against the world
I feel like hurt has been hurled at me I curl
Into a bowling ball just rolling with the punches
Life is so rocky I wish that I could stop this
Stress coming straight for me right now
Ohh my nigga you better react and fight now
They say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger
But how longer do I gotta keep on with life
Fuck it I'mma get up like the monster among us
Still I got a purpose, I ain't worthless cause I
Got a gift from God and the lord is my witness
I'm been through hell and back minding my business
Meanwhile I got someone that's beefing with me
Just fuck the burgers, nobody's eating with me
Cause y'all niggas be killing my vibe
Bringing negativity I can't let you in my tribe
I start glowing up, then I get turned down
I feel low sometimes and then I feel high
At the end I stay solid like the ground
Where I stand and I promise I won't cry
I start going up, then I get turned down
I feel low sometimes and then I feel high
At the end I stay solid like the ground
Where I stand and I promise I won't cry
Okay maybe everything I'm going through these days
Is for a reason searching the deep end for some ways
Out of my situation but I understand this shit
Maybe the next chapter will be filled with so much bliss
Life is a gym trainer building us for the storm
We go through on a daily even when we've been warned
Y'all I yarn for the day they ask me what I learned
From my trials and tribulations I can confirm
I start glowing up, then I get turned down
I feel low sometimes and then I feel high
At the end I stay solid like the ground
Where I stand and I promise I won't cry
I start going up, then I get turned down
I feel low sometimes and then I feel high
At the end I stay solid like the ground
Where I stand and I promise I won't cry
On a daily basis it's just me tryna get a break
And then I eat, work on music, at my own pace
Painting the lifestyle that I really want
Hanging my goals high like a fan I won't front
Meanwhile I might not get to live my dream
They be telling me this ain't what I need
I can see it may never happen at all
Even though I gotta crawl before I walk
Still I push myself like the bench press at 24
Ain't no time for weakness today don't wanna fold
I can't stop like a green light until I can hold
A microphone on the stage and a plaque that's gold
I gotta understand that this is how God planned it
In the end a big house on my own planet
Where in my decisions revolve around me
Like the moon does with the Earth so soundly