Oh You Can't Live With Your Fake Happy?

I said I wasn't doing nothing like this but like here we are.
Imma make this the intro to let you know I'm getting over things.
I'm doing just fine too by the way.
But you try your best to look so happy.
When me and you both know you'll never be happy
With someone that ain't me.
I'm not saying I'm perfect but for you I was.
I was your reason to wake up,sleep.
You couldn't go to sleep without texting me good night.
You couldn't wake up without texting me good morning.
I was the first thing on your mind.
Until
Then, you wanted to start downplaying our relationship
In front of people.
Until then it took a toll on you right?
Cause you actually started falling in love with me
The same time I was falling out of love.
But til this day I still love you that's why I hate myself so much.
I always fall in love with people that hurt me.
But now that I'm hurting you.
You feel like...
You at a status right now.
You somebody else to sustain that happiness.
You need another person to sustain your happiness.
I don't need that.
I'm my own happiness.
That's something you'll never experience.
Truly happiness.
Without another person.
You would never know what that feel like.
I'm always feeling that every time I'm in the studio.
Every time I hear my voice on a track I'm feeling that.
I know you listen to my songs too.
Even the one I wrote about you.
I know you cried to it.
That's some not many people know... but
I wanna roll why she acting like she know me?
24 in my clip Rest In Peace Kobe.
If he look wrong better shoot em like Ginóbili
Why I fall in love? Should've slapped the fucking old me
I know.
That I want change.
Got you on my fucking brain.
I know.
That I want change.
Got you going fucking insane.
I got you going insane right?
Back then I fell in love too young with you right?
I gave you all my love at the same time
Cause I never witnessed attention like you always gave me right?
I'm saying right alot because... I feel like I'm right in the situation.
But I'll be telling my kids about this one day.
The ones that I won't be having by you.
That's a different story.
Let's get back to the subject.
I loved you so much that I hate myself
You know how much I got to love you to hate myself for loving you?
You love you too you just scared of getting hurt.
Cause you know it's gonna happen again.
I know.
That I want change.
Got you on my fucking brain.
I know.
That I won't change.
Got you going fucking insane.
The static in the background represent my love fading away for you.
Hope you hear it.

GANG!
Shit so wicked
I love when I'm in it
Shawty pussy so tight gimme face like a dentist
I'm on my shit so I'm bright like a menace
I don't brag about shit but I'm loving my digits
The hoes on dick but the all be chicken
Needa get you a check and get out yo feelings
These hoes want love but they all come a million
Fuck 3 a day bet I get to a billion
Bitch want me but she a dummy
She fuck hoes so I call her Asami
Break my heart then I'm calling my mommy
Shawty want the dick while she acting funny
These hoes want love but they really want some
Don't wife that bitch cause she up to some
No I'm not Nick but them bullets keep drumming
No I'm not Nick but them bullets keep drumming
Whole lotta stupid shit
Whole lotta stupid shit
Whole lotta stupid shit
You still can't live for yourself
You'll never be happy with somebody that ain't me hahaha
GANG!