Winter

Yeah that'll do
Yeah
Yeah yeah

Yeah I ain't gon' lie, the winter's been kinda weird
Took the jump then I fell at the start of the year
Yeah my mental vacation and academic probation have got me
Worried bout my relevance to the population, nah
See I been out here thinking that I'm destined to make it
But then I dropped out of my college, ain't no time to be vacant, yeah
So tell me is it God, Stuart Clark, or is it Satan
That's been tearing me apart? I can't even explain it, nah
I' wishing that tears would fall, but you know that ain't how it goes
Am I making Premonitions? cause I feel so Alone
Back in heavensent I said that I was ready to go
All "fly, butterfly, in the scarlet in the snow", yeah
No tell me what that means cause I don't even really know
It's a long story, right? Yeah, we'll see how it grows
It's something bout a child, butterfly, and a ghost
Man I'm sorry, please ignore me, I'll just get my stuff and go

Tut tut, it looks like rain, yeah
Snow's falling, but it's melting away, yeah
Clouds all up in the sky and my brain
It's a marshmallow world turned slushy and gray, yeah
Hands freeze, but I'm numb to the pain, yeah
I been thinking I got nothing to say, yeah
Last year I was picking my main
This year it feels like I been losing my way

I think I lost myself inside this mind of mine, I'm paralyzed and
Terrified cause last night I was thinking "It's my time to die"
But really it was just time for me to get some sleep
And I could never do it, I'm too good to be beat, yeah
But anyway I'm back, go thank Tyler for that,
My soul died for a while but God resurrected that
Ain't no heresy here, man I'll be praying through my fear
Cause I know He'll come through, California pull him near, yeah
Ain't no time to waste, got a lot of things at stake
Listening to Narrowgate, tryna channel LMK
Man my intuition was great, just listen to Change
I swear it's gon' be crazy when we get up on the stage, yeah
But having said that it's been time for me to grind
We'll be smoothing out the edges til the diamond in me shines
When I wake up in the spring, the butterfly is gonna fly
And I fell but I'mma rise, I'm a phoenix in my prime

Tut tut, it looks like rain, yeah
Snow's falling, but it's melting away, yeah
Clouds all up in the sky and my brain
It's a marshmallow world turned slushy and gray, yeah
Hands freeze, but I'm numb to the pain, yeah
I been thinking I got nothing to say, yeah
Last year I was picking my main
This year it feels like I been losing my way

Tut tut, it looks like rain, yeah
Snow's falling, but it's melting away, yeah
Clouds all up in the sky and my brain
It's a marshmallow world turned slushy and gray, yeah
Hands freeze, but I'm numb to the pain, yeah
Man I was thinking I got nothing to say, yeah
Last year I was picking my main
But this year it feels like I'll be finding my way, yeah