Running Away, Pt. 2

I've been trying to run away from the pain
Don't worry it's just way too late
I can't be saved did you notice me
Heart hangin by a tree like slavery
I'm been tryna find my bravery
Bring the Calvary

I've been running away
Trying find my speed
Gotta find my peace
Heart so cold that i fell asleep
Can't even find my me
She don't even really wanna see
Who the real me really is
So I've been running away

Running away
Running away ya ya
Running away
Running west
Running away ya ya

Trying to change
Found my faith
Crying again ya ya
I ain't got no patience
When they treat me like a lab rat

I been on a diet detoxin keep it quiet
I been boxing with the demons
Don't be bias
Cause I been in love but I won't again
Can't feel nothing when I hold ya hand
My feet keep drownin'
Cause I'm in ya sand
This might be something I give a chance

I've been flying
God and me we the pilot
I've been shining don't be lying
Why you hiding
You excite me
Feelings moving on that icing
Slippin sliddin'
Take you on an Island
With a diamond
Crying in my silence

I'm running away from the pain
What a shame always hidin'
Wanna be like a Spartan
Takin care of my garden
Keep me sane in your arms
But Icry like alarms
Manifest in my life
Gotta turn my pain off

From all this pain and emotion
Feel like I'm drowning in the ocean
I'm trying to C4 an explosion
Locked me up like a potion
Crawling on the ground cause I'm broken

So I'm running away
Running away
Running away ya ya
Running away
Running away
Running away ya ya