Guilty Love

This is a lovesick kinda night
I just can't shake the feeling that I'm doing nothing right
Cause I'm still holding onto guilt
I'm staring at the flowers bloom inside that tomb I built

I'm starving - hunger to the bone
I'm searching for a body so that I don't die alone
You're searching for somebody else
I swear that I'm an imitator, I don't know myself

So I fuck it up
No lies
Surprise

And I blame my guilty love
Guilty love, guilty love

Why
Do I run away?
Burn the face that I just gave away?

Why
Claim it all as guilty love?
When there's nothing more we could build upon?

Why
Can't I have a normal mess?
Why can't I build a normal nest?

Cause I hate the house inside of my head
It's empty now, it's empty
God it's killing me instead

Well, do you hear that echo in the air?
It's hunting whistles calling to collect their only share
But I don't have the cash to pay
This debt of mine is how I tell him that I'm not okay

I spoil time, it rots in my hand
Please let me go, it's only safe if you don't understand

So I fuck it up
Surprise
No lies

Blame my guilty love
Guilty love, guilty love

Why
Do I run away?
Burn the face that I just gave away?

Why
Claim it all as guilty love?
When there's nothing more we could build upon?

Why
Can't I have a normal mess?
Why can't I build a normal nest?

Cause I hate the house inside of my head
It's empty now, it's empty
God it's killing me instead

Is it selfish - to want someone to hold?
But I know it's gonna fail cause it's broken
Is it selfish?

Why
Claim all love as guilty love
When there's nothing more we could build upon

Why
Can't I have a normal mess?
Why can't I build a normal nest?

Cause I hate the house inside of my head
It's empty now, it's empty
God I wish that I were dead



Credits
Writer(s): Willis Hao
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