Not Myself

At work in a fog
Blurrin' through the day
People laugh around me
I don't know what to say

The things that were funny
No longer make me smile
I try to remember
But it might take me a while

Oh cuz I'm not myself
With the blues in my heart
I'm not myself
Tryin' not to fall apart
I'm not myself
Don't wanna see it through
I'm not myself

At home I'm just worthless
Can't be bothered to clean
Drinkin' on my front porch
Tryin' not to be so damn mean

No point stayin' up
Oh I got nothing to do
Think I'll call the night a little bit early
Might as well sleep on in too

Oh cuz I'm not myself
With the blues in my heart
I'm not myself
Tryin' not to fall apart
I'm not myself
Don't wanna see it through
I'm not myself

They call me on over
For some drinks and some laughs
I tell em' -oh I'll be right there
Then let the hours pass

I should get a movin'
Get up and get out
Get my shit together
Try to figure what life is all about

Oh cuz I'm not myself
With the blues in my heart
I'm not myself
Tryin' not to fall apart
I'm not myself
Don't wanna see it through
I'm not myself

Oh I'm not myself
I'm not myself
I'm not myself
Oh I'm not myself

I know that you don't care
But I'm not me when you're not there
I'm not myself
I'm not myself



Credits
Writer(s): Josey Nickles
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