Taking A Break From Outside

Staying on vacation
Been waiting for too long
In my bedroom I've been stationed
It's where I feel that I belong
In relations with my feelings
Been letting doubt ride
The world wants to see me bleeding
So I take a break from outside

G Force tryna pull me through the ground
Guess I'll let the chance leak
No matter how hard that they try bring me down
You'll never see me stand weak
I'm making a path my own way
The trail starts in my room
My road can come to a stop at any day
That's why I fail to let gloom
Just pass by
It has to stay
I don't ask why
I let it play
With my head till I'm wishing I'm dead
Looking at a grave like it's as comphy as my bed
Not a single word of these thoughts have been said
To anyone that know me
Not my parents, not my homies
I'd rather gather a smile for a while and be phony
I'd rather not be constantly reminded how I'm boney
I'd rather work it out by working out and learning bout
My burning doubts I have cycling in my brain
If you could hear my thoughts you'd think I'm insane
But let me explain, I'm tryna regain
My melody
Quit telling me
My singing is a felony
How could that be true when music is my destiny

Staying on vacation
Been waiting for too long
In my bedroom I've been stationed
It's where I feel that I belong
In relations with my feelings
Been letting doubt ride
The world wants to see me bleeding
So I take a break from outside

My windows been closed for months
Cause everything's been closed and hunts
For a girlfriend have concluded
We watching the world end from all the oceans being polluted
All our flags are not saluted, some prefer they be burned
Like the stores that have been looted and none of this has earned a solution
People see a shooting then record with HD resolution
So they can upload for the views and be boosting
Their page until it's huge and doing nothing but getting people pissed
The benefits of our phones have grown into a feeble list
Shit's addicting like heroin, I'm wishing the needle missed
Snapchat and Instagram is like staring in an abyss
Seeing others in bliss then comparing them to yourself
The odds are stacked, it's job perhaps is to ruin your mental health
Pray to god these raps just hop the gaps and make it to a shelf
If it don't, I guess we all fell
If it don't, I guess we all fell

Staying on vacation
Been waiting for too long
In my bedroom I've been stationed
It's where I feel that I belong
In relations with my feelings
Been letting doubt ride
The world wants to see me bleeding
So I take a break from outside



Credits
Writer(s): Noah Brown
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