deathB4dishonor

A couple million there, surrounded by millionaires
A dream I wish I get to, I say that without no fear
No cares
He say he my brother, I look I still see a rat
A snake, his snakeskin shiny see he lost his guidance
Been patient
A patient dying still please know I'm trying
Oh mama, know I'm crying a way I pray I find it
My deathbed I'll roll cause its death before dishonor
For mama, I'll go when the Lord say that my times up

I stopped the clock too see the world I say my mind went panoramic
See the mirror that broken glass my heart still say please don't panic
I'm gon handle it
Battle demons daily, say I'm permanently damaged
Mind went frantic, almost giving up hope they understand it
Out my body, old me turned to ghost
Call me Danny Phantom
Broke the handles
My heart been cruise
Might as well light them candles
I can't hear you
Rather walk alone, that's just sum they cant do
Lost soul, in the world alone God just send some angels
Bygones, be bygones
I know I can't go back
Lost my momma, my father
Let God restore my soul back
Put my pain in a album
But I could never cope with that
Got so much problems, so much I can't get over yea

A couple million there, surrounded by millionaires
A dream I wish I get to, I say that without no fear
No cares
He say he my brother, I look I still see a rat
A snake, his snakeskin shiny see he lost his guidance
Been patient
A patient dying still please know I'm trying
Oh mama, know I'm crying a way I pray I find it
My deathbed I'll roll cause its death before dishonor
For mama, I'll go when the Lord say that my times up

Looking back, no I ain't had a lot raised with bad habits
Always moving swerving to my spot, even through the traffic
Ain't it tragic, way he played his part
Moving like he savage
I ain't average give my all, you can break my heart and have it
Call the reverend, I need prayer
I need love now and later
Just gimme a chance ill score, just pass the ball I layup
I got some scars and more, just know this pain ain't made up
These demons come and go, that's why I learned to hate em
Them tears don't got no more, I cried em all away
This hurt done cracked my soul, my hearts a runaway
I know my fathers gone, them drugs he finally escaped
I pray my momma is home, just hope you save a space

A couple million there, surrounded by millionaires
A dream I wish I get to, I say that without no fear
No cares
He say he my brother, I look I still see a rat
A snake, his snakeskin shiny see he lost his guidance
Been patient
A patient dying still please know I'm trying
Oh mama, know I'm crying a way I pray I find it
My deathbed I'll roll cause its death before dishonor
For mama, I'll go when the Lord say that my times up