May 6th, Pt. 2

As I sit back and I
Roll my blunt up
I took 2 M's and now im sitting here waiting on the come up
And since Im talking bout M's you gone watch me run it the fuck up

These diamonds hitting no light in here
These drugs got me outta here
If he told get him outta here
I know robbers and niggas on scholarships
Mad respect for my nigga he got out the streets said he wanna bodybuild
Make sure my circle see eye to to eye
The half cup gone overfill
They love the fake but kill all the real
So is it wrong to keep it overeal
I don't think that it is
This the way that I live
It must be overkill cause she overfeel
What did you overhear
I had to brush that off my shoulders they painting different pictures
I can finally be alone I been craving that for a minute
Find my way back to my zone
That's more important then things im missing
I got some issues that Im dealing with that need my full attention
Try not to fade out
You look for love the streets aint gone save ya
I went through them phases
Say congratulations
Cause I feel like I made it

I feel like that cause on this day 2 years ago
I was about to kil myself (Nah foreal)
You can listen to part 1 on the other tape and hear the pain I felt
Fast forward to right now, I relapse sometimes but im doing well
This is just my story this aint no fairy tale
In they face I handle it well but it can go down anywhere
If I go back into it responsibility on myself
I lost someone I can tell
Im scarred so ima keep the details
Use to feel like might as well
The only reason Ian do it is so they don't feel how I feel
Graduated school and shit
Told mama ima do it
Top scholar trap scholar the way I beat it up and had it moving
Some of yall aint use to this
You can tell yiu had it handed to you
Chess with my moves
Know what Im doing
My life straight out a movie
Like a movie, just like a movie

As I
As I sit back and I
Roll my blunt up
I took 2 M's and now im sitting here waiting on the come up
And since Im talking bout M's you gone watch me run it the fuck up

I got love for all my niggas
We don't give a fuck if they huddle
Know we got each other
Sometimes in the darkness I find comfort
And ion wanna tell nobody
This is only time I can speak my mind
Ion know if its wrong or right (right or wrong)
Don't talk about it it just gone remind me
It just gone remind me don't talk about it
Loyalty turning strange
See love is just a word it don't really mean a thing
I don't gotta lie to you
I tried to get em in tune
They had a point to prove
How you gone X me out when I tried to make room for you
My nigga that aint what you pose to do
Just cause it aint soon that don't mean you lose
You better watch out for that nigga you calling yo goon (Better watch yo back)
I guess its part of the game ian make the rules