Faulty Paradise

Am I living this alone
Frozen lipstick painted blue
Two-finger liquor poured for two
Spilling kisses in a dirty laundry room

I thought we did but now I doubt
Maybe the blizzard took me out
And you're still standing on the front porch
Calling my name
A brave mistake we never made

By midnight
Countdown from twenty-five
And ruin my stupid life
I'm stuck in faulty paradise

I think I see you all the time
Necromancer in the chorus line
Your smile made of marquee lights
We were reading our sides
I guess I never told you mine

You've forgotten it I'm sure
Know you're not waiting on my shores
And I'm not swimming in my heartache
I zip my own dresses
But I startle at your name
And now tequila tastes like shame

When it's exactly
Midnight
Count down from twenty-five
And ruin my stupid life
I'm stuck in faulty paradise

By sunrise
You try to kiss goodbye
But I let you pass me by
And to this day I don't know why

Twenty-four hours and you've seen me naked
I'm sorry I was stuck on the concept of breaking
Probably not listening and I don't blame you
You blew up my life and I wanted

To thank you
You were my breakthrough
(Paradise ruined my life)
(I ruined my paradise)
Break up by day two
(Paradise ruined my life)
(I ruined my paradise)
Wish I could thank you
(Paradise ruined my life)
(I ruined my)

And next time
I swear I'd stay the night
It won't be ruined by
Some goddamn faulty paradise

Sunrise
And breakfast might be nice
But you're just my failed surprise
And you won't look me in the eye
Shouldn't have let you pass me by