Way Back

Ain't looking for a way back
Ain't looking for a wave back
Ain't looking for the weight back
Closed my eyes and say that!

So keep the talking. yeah
I already learnt the lesson .
Sleepless walking.
Tryna push through this reflection

I layed it all out.
.but still didn't get my message...
Playing on doubts...
...It ain't even fucking real until its finished

And It's only a deal
after your credits been diminished
Yeah. swallow this pill...
Nah. fuck it. go n have it minted

Its bright as fuck you know...
But haven't even squinted...
Tight as luck you know
Always flipping this on a pin end

So you cast the mist ...
It's a much more blurry list .
I couldn't separate the mix.
I shouldn't hesitated with this

I aint forcing no glove to fit...
Sure course I'll fall out of love with it
Swollen hands making it harder to grip
Unspoken plans at the mast of it

But I'm far from quit...
Past par with the creative crypt
Last bar
only equated to 300 licks
No fast car
just a plank n a grading stick
You shouldda seen what the fuck i made from it

Fuckkkk...
I made some real crazy shit
.an ark big enough to press the ego for a thousand years
Ended up sinking so many souls
A river full of a thousands tears
But mind you that was the goal
Drowning is those tidal fears

Mind out for the holes...
But the sighs they aint so clear ...
I've fell down them load...
forgot to leave the ladder here!

Bouncing wall to wall
Shudda looked for a door somewhere...
Instead of repeating the fall
Thinking that no one cares

But its more than you think you know
They already built you stairs
That's why you never sink
That's why they keep their stares

It's just talk you know
Doesn't mean anything yeah...
Go n circle it out in chalk
n get your photo the framed yeah .

It's the circles around that stalk
Speaks from a no namer
It's these purple cloud I thought
Will be my only saviour

So many doubts got caught ...
So many I can never save ya
How about you pass me the book
The wisdom I'll return it later

Enoughhhhg!
It's only become faded when it's spoke too much
Why such?
Winged words
Keep flying off!

It only becomes hated when it's spoke from love
Why such?
Seems hurts
To the point of bust!

It's done...
Printed paper when I'm rolling one
This tinted caper
Will reshape ya
But I'm far from a son

I'm remove this tar from the lung
To proved I'm breathing strong
Sooth reasons
when I noticed
There was nothing wrong

See how much faster they look
When you looking strong .
Now I'm passing on books
Don't be believing its done
I aint lasting with books
These words easily undone
It's only one!