High School Crush

I know it's been a while
But have you ever picked up the phone
Thought of maybe texting to say
Hey, what's up, hello

Don't know if it's my imagination
Or if you gave me too much hope
All I know is that this is how I feel
And now I'm turning it into a song

And I remember that day I talked to you
I thought it wouldn't work out at all
But as my heart was beating fast you said
Let's give it a go

And everything felt harmonious
Cause it took me a year to gain the confidence
But you called me up one night
And so gently broke my heart

He was my High School Crush
Could never get enough
Whenever you'd walk by
You know I felt that rush
And it was June, July
When you had let me down
Although it wasn't your fault
Boy you still made me cry

Not usually the shy one
But with you it's something else
I'd always get so nervous
When I saw you by yourself

The lockers and the hallways
Filled with whispers in the doorways
But you called me up one night
And I pretended to be alright

He was my High School Crush
Could never get enough
Whenever you'd walk by
You know I felt that rush
And it was June, July
When you had let me down
Although it wasn't your fault
Now my tears are dry

And all this time
You were on my mind
And I don't know why
I still want you

How'd it come to this
It was just one kiss
And maybe that's why
It hurts more

And maybe it's part
Of growing up
To let it go
And forget

And why is it hard
To realise
That my worth
Is not up to some guy

He was my High School Crush
But I was not enough