Heavenly

It's like clockwork at this stage
Just when I think it's wrung me dry, I turn the page
And there she is,
I try to keep my heart at bay
But it always finds a way
And I'm praying for the day there's nothing left of me to take

Cause honey you're heavenly
And I can see this turning into something bigger
than I wanted it to ever be
And I can see it fading into nothing for you
as it blazes up and on for me
I'm getting feeble underneath;
it isn't something that I wanted you to ever see
I break so easily

And I don't want to be this way
When you say you wish you weren't closed off, I can't relate
I think I'm done but then you laugh, and I could die
It's so hard for me to lie
I can't change myself I've tried
I'm not controlled or dignified

And honey you're heavenly
And I can see this turning into something bigger
than I wanted it to ever be
And I can see it fading into nothing for you
as it blazes up and on for me
I'm getting feeble underneath;
it isn't something that I wanted you to ever see
I break so easily
You're way too good for me
This won't end good for me

I know I told you I was able
And I didn't mean to lie
Put my cards down on the table
So when I leave soon you'll know why
Cause I get lost when you tell stories
When you kiss me I feel high
So before I start free falling
For your sake I'll let it lie
I wish I could be someone different
Who could take it in their stride
I just look better from a distance
And you look so mesmeric tonight

Oh honey you're heavenly
And I can see this turning into something bigger
than I wanted it to ever be
And I can see it fading into nothing for you
as it blazes up and on for me
I'm getting feeble underneath
it isn't something that I wanted you to ever see
I break so easily
You're way too good for me
This won't end good for me