Thankful

I used to be grateful for the darkness I would guide you through
And I'm still grateful, but I'm growing up
I'm not the same sad kid
I don't make the same shit like I did
And honestly, I'm just too tired to give my mental what it wants
Time to think about all my mistakes and undoing what's been done
That's why my head over the clouds
My dreams are way outta the world and I got something more important in my mind I gotta do
Somebody gone come across the road a nigga traveled
Feel inspired to continue moving on don't matter who
I want more than normal for the people who continue pushing me to go beyond the future that I used to see
One day, we can finally catch our breath and see the shit we put together, only then I feel we'll all be put at ease

Fears on my mind
Tears make me blind
Struggled with guidance, I can't tell if I waste time
Pain in my heart
But I know that it'll work out
Quitting's not an option, that's not what I'm about

Thankful
Thankful for you now
Thankful for you

I want my momma to be proud of me
But I know that she is
I'm tryna clear up the minds and the worry
If it's all I can give
Cause nothing's better than a conscience with no worry
I remember being up at 5 am and tryna fight off all the thoughts
I'm still up as late but know I smile with all the time that passes by cause it don't feel like something precious that I lost