Love Again

Shit what, it's 'bout 4:22 in the morning?
And I'm just up, can't sleep
Just got a lot on my mind
Got some shit I gotta get off my heart

And I could tell half you bitches wasn't real from the start
But it is what it is... hmm
Or it was what it was
Fuck it

I don't wanna ever fall in love again
'Cause I feel like we wasted all the time we spent
I remember when you was my only friend
Now I done got to the point to where I can't even vent to ya
I never, ever foresaw a future where I would lose ya
You knew my heart was tryna heal and even still you bruised it
But it's okay, I'ma get better as I go up with this music
And when you see me shining, I hope you don't get to choosing
Nah, nah

I been screaming "Fuck love!", promise I might live like that for life
And I admit, I did some wrongs
But I been tryna make 'em right
If you can't take me how the fuck I am
Then we can say goodbye
Now I'm impatient, I ain't waiting for you to say you gone ride

And lately I been feeling like I been losing my mind
Am I tripping for being mad 'cause I keep wasting my time?
I'm just finna say fuck it
And stop searching for something I won't find
If you show me something real
Then for that love, I promise I'm gone grind

But how I'm feeling, that shit don't exist
The nigga that I used to be is dead and gone
He gone be truly missed
And to me you was a ten
But how you switched brought you down to a six
Left me hanging while I was at my worse
So I hope you don't pick

And choose that you tryna fuck with a nigga when I'm going up
You could need me for anything
I promise, I won't give a fuck
Nah, I ain't that type of nigga, two wrongs don't make a right
If I ever told you I got you, just know I got you for life

But you won't ever get my love again
And I hate that we wasted all that time we spent
I been tryna forget that you was my only friend
And it's fucked up, 'cause I feel like I can't even vent to ya
I never, ever foresaw a future where I would lose ya
You knew my heart was tryna heal and even still you bruised it
But it's okay, I'ma get better as I go up with this music
And when you see me shining, I hope you don't get to choosing
Nah, nah

And it's for the best
All my feelings been laid down to rest (Nah, nah)
This pain in my chest
I gave you my heart and you left it a mess (Nah, nah)
It's hard to forget
All that you said and that time that we spent (Nah, nah)
Put love to the test
I wish you the best

How can I love (Yea)
Without getting dubbed (Yea)
I cannot trust ya
Hate that ain't no us (Yea)
Lust over love (Yea)
I see that's wassup (Yea)
I miss yo touch (Yea)
I miss it, nah fuck that

I gave you my all and you left me alone
I gave you security, I gave you a home
You say that I don't, love you, you wrong
I'm facing this wood, just to make me feel strong
Back and forth, you always push my limits
But scream my name, whenever I'm up in it
Tore out my heart and snatched out all the feeling
But you'll be back that day I touch that million

But you can't tell me that you sorry, this won't ever change
I lost a piece of me that day you left, won't be the same
My phone on DND, was solid way before the fame

(It's Zayy) I don't wanna ever fall in love again
And I hate that we wasted all that time we spent
I remember when you was my only friend
And it's fucked up, 'cause I feel like I can't even vent to ya
I never, ever foresaw a future where I would lose ya
You knew my heart was tryna heal and even still you bruised it
But it's okay, I'ma get better as I go up with this music
And when you see me shining, I hope you don't get to choosing
Nah, nah

I hope you don't get to choosing, nah nah
I hope you don't get to choosing, nah nah