Hate Goodbyes

(Come back, I hate goodbyes)
(Goddamn, I hate goodbyes)

It was the summer of 2017
And I got burned from not wearing enough sunscreen
I was asking for it
I was asking for it

Then you came out of nowhere
Like from a movie scene
You said you hadn't been in love before
But you knew I had been
You kept on asking for it
You were asking for it

I think I'd always find that we were troubled and weak
When you were on my mind
I always struggled to sleep
My teeth would always grind
I had bad dreams from the lies
I left myself behind because I hate goodbyes
And I hate goodbyes

Bring on the winter of 2018
My head and stomach were sick
Contagious heart in between
I was asking for it
I was asking for it

You knew I had kept open and scarred
You knew how many times that I had broken a heart
You kept on asking for it
You were asking for it

Now I didn't mean this to
Damage your scar tissue
But I really miss you when I feel alone

I think I'd always find that we were troubled and weak
When you were on my mind
I always struggled to sleep
And every single time
I said, "Hey, I've had enough"
You'd find a way to somehow convince me this was love

But don't you ever think that we were living a lie?
And it's something I regret
I kept on giving it time
I know it's so hard to forget (oh no)
But I think you should try
And I think we hung around so long
'Cause I hate goodbyes
And I hate goodbyes

Two different worlds
Such different minds
And I don't think we can come back this time
And, God, it hurts
That we can't deny
And I've loved and lost

Two different worlds
And such different minds
And I don't think we can come back this time
And, God, it hurts
That we can't deny
And I've loved and lost

Well, I didn't mean this to
Damage your scar tissue
Damn, I really miss you when I feel alone

No, I didn't mean this to constantly continue
'Cause with you I feel
So goddamn alone
Come back, I hate goodbyes

I didn't mean this to
Damage your scar tissue
But I cannot help, but miss you, I'm alone
(Come back, I hate goodbyes)

I didn't mean this to
Damage your scar tissue
But I cannot help, but miss when I'm alone
Goddamn, I hate goodbyes