Snowy

She said
That's such a catchy melody
And you can throw it back to me
And I will always know you
As the one person I can trust
And always rely on you
Cuz you always say you like to
Relive it again
And feel it from inside
And know that you're alright
It might seem fake at first
But you got to feel it
Got to fake it
Until you make it
But then you'll realize
That there's nothing to make it in
The only thing you can take from it is
That there is nowhere
Other than where you are
To be right now
It's always on the back of the wall
And you can't really have something like that
It's unfair to even rely on it
Accept that you know you just want to go and relive it again
I don't want to remember all the pain
What if we just felt a little bit comfortable?
What if we just let each other know
That you're always there for them
And tell them that you love them

Just say it
Just say it out loud

Don't think of it as a suicide
Just think of it as a goodbye
This might be the last time that I'll ever feel
Her hands wrapped around my neck
I never thought about it out loud
But now that I sing it out loud
I think I know myself
I think I owe myself
Anything but an apology
It's all my fault
I've proven myself
Guilty again

Just say it
Just say it out loud