Changing 4 Worse

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Start treating people how they treat me and my circle changed
Prolly for the best just brought me stress they didn't help a thang
Fuck do I look like steady begging you to love me
Bet that they jump up on my dick
Soon as a nigga touch some money
And trust me
I'm from the boot I'm used to this
This shit get ugly
Don't know nobody true intentions
I can't trust em
So now I'm feelin just like fuck em
Ain't Big on loyalty then we ain't big on nothing
Ain't big on Loyalty then we ain't big on nothing
YK
Feel like I can't control myself
Right now in a hot box up in need of some air
Maybe this stress taking a toll up on my body
Maybe this food I keep on eating make me sloppy
20 Years old why do I just now get anxiety
Heart beating fast up off the weed, thoughts about dying
My soul is crying
Yeah

Drove up to the ER, but I left cause I ain't want the shame
Got to start taking my health seriously cause I see it is not a game
I'm a youngin, I'm in shape why do I feel this way
Try to explain to the gang but they don't feel my pain
Baby where you at
I need you on side me
We got to keep it on the low
I don't want you to tell nobody
My pride big didn't want to tell you cause I didn't want you to try me
But now this shit getting out of hand cause I can't even control my body
I'm knowing if I die today it be a holiday
But I know if I die today it be some sad faces
Was tryna go talk to my live but they was being racist
I told Shamar he grabbed the phone and now we banned for days
And I know
Some ain't right thats up inside of me
I know
The devil want me but I'm tryna leave
My body not even cold but I'm still shivering
Abnormal movements I keep making
Make me thing plenty things
Maybe I just need to lay down
But they told me to write out my thoughts
So I'm writing it with some sound
Writing it with some sound
Hide how I'm feelingI just give em smiles
Done with the weed I done put it down
But then again idk what else to do when I start stressing
Just like a nigga with his mouth cut off
It ain't no telling
I'm too hard to have depression
I use god and this 45 to be protection
I use god and this 45 to be my weapon
Tryna make sure I keep green on me like Rondo with the Celtics
Even if I ain't have no feet on me on God I still be stepping

Start treating people how they treat me and my circle changed
Prolly for the best just brought me stress they didn't help a thang
Fuck do I look like steady begging you to love me
Bet that they jump up on my dick
Soon as a nigga touch some money
And trust me
I'm from the boot I'm used to this
This shit get ugly
Don't know nobody true intentions
I can't trust em
So now I'm feelin just like fuck em
Ain't Big on loyalty then we ain't big on nothing
Ain't big on Loyalty then we ain't big on nothing
What he say

Feel like I can't control myself
Where you at
Right now in a hot box in need of some air
Maybe this stress taking a toll up on my body
Maybe this food I keep on eating make me sloppy
20 Years old why do I just now get anxiety
Heart beating fast up off the weed, thoughts about dying
My soul is crying
Yeah

Texting you like where you at but I don't see you typing
Wonder where everybody at cause I be there for everybody