If I Fall Again

The poor sky is so dirty
I'm drinking shitty coffee from the hotel lobby
I know exactly what she means
When she says tonight the world is burning

We used to sit on the ground in parking lots
Smoking cigarettes for hours
We never thought about murderers or maniacs
But I'm terrified of them now

I don't miss the way I felt
But sometimes I miss you I wonder
Would things be different now
Probably not

I'm hanging up your picture on my wall with a push pin
I'm ruining the paint job
I'm writing with magic markers on the mirror
Stupid girl
You know that you can't have it all

And if I fall again
Would you want me
I think if I killed you
You might love me
And if I let you
Would you still try
To save me

I don't want to leave my room again
It's the only place I'm safe
Out in the world there are so many things
Waiting to get in my way
I think I'd rather stay



Credits
Writer(s): Caroline Gunn
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